Life follow up…

I appreciate the out pour of positive feed back and encouragement…I still feel defeated by life, and kicked while i am down…but I won’t quit.

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Life

Thinking about quitting school, this morning…I don’t want to give up…but I am completely jaded, by the capacity for greed, and self-righteousness, and thinly veiled threat…I don’t like the lack of compassion I see in this community, and I feel like i should retreat…my classmates invited me to a study group the other day, and it was a very kind gesture, but only after the fact that they felt sorry for me, about something that has made me a victim of circumstance…I am heart broken by the lack of honesty, compassion, and kindness…and while the hospital I work for still does wonderful work and has great people…I realize now, that my education is not going to allow me to make positive change or a real impact…and its too expensive for me to get such little in return.